Some
of us will forever be governed by the sensations we have long sought,
collected and experienced throughout our lives. Some of these
sensations are so addictive that we never break free of the need to
continually pursue them. Because without such stimulus life becomes a
listless struggle, just merely existing.
For
a while now I have felt the frustration that comes with not pushing
myself enough, or more the fact I am not pursuing the one activity
that I feel challenges me.
